Post by shahrayarthepowerful on Dec 10, 2015 6:14:45 GMT
I want to start this post by acknowledging the families that I have impacted by my little law about the women… I know a lot of people lost their daughters or sisters to my killing spree, and I’ll never be able to make it up to those families. That being said I am a changed man, and I won’t do that ever again. I hope the people of my country can see that, but most of all I hope that Shahrazad, my wife can see that.
I worry sometimes that I will never be able to make it up to her for what I did. I know she has a deep rooted love for her country and the women within the country. I can’t understand it, but I do want her to be happy. She had taught me so much and opened my eyes to a world of healing and love. I want her to know that I have truly changed and that I am grateful for her presence in my life. There are times, however, when I am carrying out my kingly duties and I know she does not approve of something, and I can’t help but feel angry because what does she know about running a country? I also have a deep rooted fear that Shahrazad will fall in love with someone else and I will be forced to execute her. She has assured me that she has no interest in doing so, and I think her intentions are pure, but I still worry. I’ve lost so many wives that I never thought Shahrazad would mean this much to me – it scares me.
I worry sometimes that I will never be able to make it up to her for what I did. I know she has a deep rooted love for her country and the women within the country. I can’t understand it, but I do want her to be happy. She had taught me so much and opened my eyes to a world of healing and love. I want her to know that I have truly changed and that I am grateful for her presence in my life. There are times, however, when I am carrying out my kingly duties and I know she does not approve of something, and I can’t help but feel angry because what does she know about running a country? I also have a deep rooted fear that Shahrazad will fall in love with someone else and I will be forced to execute her. She has assured me that she has no interest in doing so, and I think her intentions are pure, but I still worry. I’ve lost so many wives that I never thought Shahrazad would mean this much to me – it scares me.
